Been A While…..

September 7, 2009

Hello, greetings and various other salutations.

I know it’s been a while since my last post.  Sorry about that.  I’m still trying to get into the “blogging mindset”.  LOL  A lot has happened since the last time I posted (well, a lot for me).  Let’s see………….

The curtain dropped and the bullshit stopped in regards to a few things: 1)  A “friend’s” relationship of 8 years.  I’d go into why I put the word friend in quotes, but that would take me into the daylight hours with this blog entry;  2) The woman of said “ceased to be 8 year relationship” moved in with Brianna and I.  It started out kind of hot.  Every guys fantasy: 2 women willing to do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted, thereby my sexual appetite being satiated constantly.  HOWEVER, as is wont to happen, the more I got to know Reivyn (real name protected for obvious reasons), the more I fell for her (this actually started happening in around 6 years ago, but I’ll get to that).  Naturally, Brianna felt very left out as our chemistry increased and became more obvious.  And therefore, she became more negative in day to day life.  This actually happened after the first week of all of us living together and sleeping together (yes, I mean hardcore, XXX sex stuff as well as actual sleep!).  Her negativity actually was affecting my ability to keep my cock hard with her so I could fuck her as intensely as I did Reivyn!

As I realized this, we tried to fix it with a majorly draining negative energy drain with positive reinforcement and realigning of her chakras.  It lasted all of 24 hrs.  I thought long and hard about my relationship with Brianna and realized that our relationship had been dead since I called it off on Jane St. and that it had been pretty much a carnal cumfest thing ever since.  I mean sure, I care about her.  But I am not “in love” with her.  I don’t see myself marrying her.  Fucking her tits, ass, pussy and mouth and filling/covering them all in my cum?  Sure!  But, that’s the carnal/animal side of me talking.  That doesn’t require “love”.  Reivyn knows this.  Humans for carnal pleasure is one thing.  Caring about them or not, doesn’t necessarily enter into it.  If Brianna could stow the negativity and be more positive, I would love to play with the both of them and see them both in action again!  For fuck’s sakes, I’m not dead!  LMAO  However, she and Reivyn will have to work that out between the 2 of them. As you can figure out by now, #3) is that Brianna and I’s relationship of about 3.5 years ended and Reivyn and I’s relationship continues to get stronger every day.

Now, what can I say about Reivyn?  She’s intoxicatingly beautiful, brilliant and unwaveringly loving.  I am totally in love with her!  Yeah, you heard me “In Love”! :P  I felt something that could only be described as an attraction to her when I met her 6 years ago.  However, I was clueless for a few reasons.  1) She was my best friend’s girl!  I DON”T steal other people’s girls.  I let the relationship take its natural course and if it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be.  If not, so be it.  2) She didn’t talk!!!  She was so shy that she wouldn’t talk around me!  However, I found out recently that she was mutually interested in me the whole time and she was the one who would suggest to her bf that he should invite me over so she could just sit and listen and learn more about me!  LOL  3) She was very shy and inexperienced when it came to sex.  I would’ve scared the hell out of her. >;P  4) I was very committed the young lady I was with at the time.

What’s Reivyn like now?  We have tonnes in common!  We rarely have nothing to talk about and simply enjoy each other’s company otherwise.  We talk openly and honestly about EVERYTHING!  Not a damn secret in this relationship.  And when i say we talk about everything, I mean everything.  I am SO proud of how willing she is to talk about sex, what works for each of us and how we can improve our sex lives.  She is VERY curious about everything sexual now.  She absorbs info like a sponge and doesn’t let it go.  She has proven and admitted to being as much of a sex addict/carnal junkie as I am.  She talks dirty, she sucks my cock with utter abandon in ravenous anticipation of my cum pouring down her throat and loves to have me go down on her pussy giving her orgasm after orgasm until she passes out.  She rides my cock and has me fuck her pussy like a demon possessed.  She loves that anal gives her multiple orgasms continuously from the moment my cock is in her ass.  She literally drips with anticipation and quivers with said anticipation at the thought of being DPed (double penetrated) and various other scenarios (some that are going to require more participants)!  ;P~  *drooling and getting hard at the images that are going through my head*

I love the fact that we have so many things in common it’s almost spooky.  I love that if she had the opportunity she would have me pleasuring her every which way and would be drinking my cum and having it fill her pussy and ass and coat her body 24/7/365 (366 in a Leap Year).  I love that we’ve been interested in each other and fantasizing about each other for 6 years and the intensity of those emotions and images has only intensified over that time.  I love that the Fates rolled the dice and saw that it was time for us to FINALLY be together!

While I am still questing for work, trying to make the gym and pool a regular part of our week, and whatnot, I am glad we have each other to lean on when the going gets tough,show pride in one another as we accomplish things in life and strive for a better life…..and can attempt to satiate each others endless sexual appetites and depravities!  ^_^

Well, It’s now going on quarter to 4 in the morning.  I should masturbate to the naughty images going through my head and rejoin my slumbering Beautiful Lady in bed.

Good night all!  *POOF*  =(^.^)=

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