Hello Universe! ^_^

My first post!  OMG!  LOL

I’ve done stuff like this before.  I started with a DeadJournal, moved on to BlogSpot/Blogger (or whatever it was called), now I’m here!  After talking with some good friends and reading the Terms of Service, I’m hoping that this one is the one that lasts.

I’m caucasian (Celtic descent) 34 years old with a full head of long dark red hair, glasses and a goatee.  I’ve put on a bit of weight over the past 3 years due to a bit of depression (I blame Durham Region) and some personal medical reasons.  I have a permanent kidney condition that can kill me if left untreated (meds for life), Aspergers Syndrome (high-functioning autistic) and genetically high cholesterol.  I’ve led an interesting life and don’t give a flying fuck if people believe me or not.  I can’t be bothered to put the effort into lying.  If you can’t handle the truth, I really could care less; you’re not the one I have anything to prove anything to.  I have beliefs that fall into the categories of Pagan, Shinto, Buddhist, Hedonistic and Jedi.  I’m fascinated by pretty much everything, love animals (especially tigers) and I’m bisexual with a voracious sexual appetite.  How’s that for an intro?  LMAO

Well, I’m back in Toronto and living downtown in a freakin’ fantastic building with a party/sun deck and indoor pool & gym on the roof.  I’ve swam quite a bit since moving in, but haven’t really given the gym a go.  Mainly because on April 30th we came to put the 1st month’s rent on the place to move in on May 1st.  As I was getting off the Jane St. bus and just entering the Jane subway station, I got a call from Jose at Seduction on Yonge St.  I was let go.  Talk about a heart stopper right?

How does this tie into why I haven’t implemented the gym into my daily workout, you ask?  I’ll tell you.  When I worked out before (a long time ago), I had a sufficiently full kitchen.  So, I had the nutrition available to give me energy for my workout as well as for after to replenish and feed my body to aid in its development.  Without a job and only ODSP to rely on, I don’t have that key option.  We have to make every last morsel of food last and count.  Gods be willing, I’ll be able to acquire employment (recessions suck) and once again with employment and ODSP we’ll be able to get back on track with slowly but surely getting out of debt, the kitchen will be full of nutritious sustenance and I can workout hardcore and get back to my favourite appearance (proportionately muscle bound at 325 lbs with a 4 – 4.5% body fat).

I’ve realized a catch to the whole “suddenly unemployed scenario”.  When you’re working, you wish you had more time to relax and/or do other stuff.  When you’re suddenly unemployed, you KNOW you need a job just to make sure everything that requires $$$ is covered, but at the same time you can laze about catching up on sleep, reading, movies, email, socializing (when it doesn’t require money), video games, sex……and so you have a surprisingly powerful adversary to overcome: Lethargy!  Whom can soon be joined by his evil cohorts Depression & Frustration!  LOL

Well, I’m keeping my eyes open for employment opportunities that I know I can do without having to do crap like cut my hair to look all stereotypically GQ or be put on the dead man’s shift (overnight).

My dream goal that I’m working towards (albeit slowed down due to this pesky unemployed thing) is to move to Singapore.  I’ve always gotten what I want no matter how hard I had to work towards it.  I plan to go to the grave with no regrets because in the end the only person I ever answer to or have anything to prove to is me.

My name is Jon Blaze.  Pleased to meet you.

Advertisement